I'm feeling like an idiot tonight. Dreamy boy might be gay, I don't know how to talk to him , I feel fat and lame. And like I'll never meet someone because I never go out and when I do go out I can't talk to people and I feel dumb.
Sometimes I think I would be a catch for the right guy, if only I knew how to talk to them or meet them or deal with them at all.

I just need to figure out a way to get to know them well enough that I feel comfortable enough to show them the boots. then they'll be hooked.