I am officially really horrible at small talk. I rode in the elevator with him and I feel like I seemed stupid and uninterested. I totally have a crush on him and I don't know how to handle myself or what to do so help things move forward.

I have also been eating horribly and I really need to get on top of that and try so hard to eat healthier and even exercise.

Starting tomorrow I am going to really try to get on top of it.
Muselix and soy yogurt for breakfast.
Salad/Veggie based lunch. Limited Carbs.
Veggie Based Dinner.
Lots of water, 1 kombucha, 2 ounces of wheatgrass (preferably in the morning), 1 bottle green tea.
Step it up Calla. Maybe you'll have more confidence to talk to the boy if you get your own shit more together.