I haven't seen him once since Monday night. I'm starting to give up on the idea of this ever happening.

I have been wanting to go out more lately - which I think is a good thing except for the fact that I don't have a ton of friends so I can't always find someone to do something with when I feel like doing something. It sucks more than not feeling like doing anything at all.
I guess I should try to make some new friends except that I don't really like very many people. I get really strong instinctual feelings about people the first time I meet them and I can tell if I'm going to like them or not. For example, I always hated this one friend of my ex's from the first time I met him and for four years my ex would say "oh no he's such a great guy don't hate him" So I tried my best not to but I still did, and then about a month ago I ran into my ex and found out that he is no longer friends with this particular person because it was discovered that he had a six month long affair with his best friend's girl. Suffice it to say my instincts are usually right.
So I guess I need to find some people who I get good signals from. Like the boy. If only I could run into him again.